I feel so down, all the joy I got in Italy has been taken away from me. I vented here, but now I am just sad.
Alright, I heard from the gallery yesterday that they couldn't give me the job because they didn't think I had enough experience but if they had a junior role to give they would have.
Today I heard that Sotheby's didn't even want to invite me in for interview. The consultant asked why, and they thought the role was too junior for someone with my experience.
I feel like such a failure.
[EDIT] Friday 6.30 pm.
OK, OK I'm not a failure, but you know how it feels at the moment when you say it...
After I washed away my tears (my head still hurts and my eyes are sore), this afternoon I got busy. I was supposed to work with my landlord, but after he saw my face, he gave me the day off.
I applied to two more jobs. I was told NO very quickly for the events assistant coz they want someone who comes from a corporate events background (even though I have done events).
And I haven't yet heard back about the sales assistant in the design showroom.
Also I will be working on 3 internship applications with an orchestra (they use period instruments!). I had a very nice phone conversation with someone in the office there about it.
Ahoy for next week, then.